Two weeks ago, I had the privilege of traveling to Seattle,
Washington to participate in a retreat sponsored by the Forum for Theological
Exploration (FTE). If you haven’t heard of FTE, then you’re in the same boat as
I was before coming to the retreat. In their own words, FTE is “a leadership
incubator that inspires young people to make a difference in the world through
Christian communities.” They basically provide resources and help build
networks for young adults interested in exploring their vocation as a follower
of Christ. Case in point: the “Discernment Retreat” that I attended along with
80 odd other service. You may be wondering what exactly one does at a
discernment retreat. In fact, many of us attendees were wondering the very same
when we arrived. All we knew was that some organization had paid for us to come
to Washington for a weekend of dialogue and interaction. Well, it turned out to
be a great event. We basically spent our time together talking about the idea
of vocation and God’s call in our lives, with a special emphasis on a call to
serving others. Here are some things I brought away from the weekend:
-An expanded view of who is involved in Christian
service. I realized how narrow a view I
had of Christian service. I was familiar only with Mennonite voluntary service
opportunities, and though I vaguely realized that Mennonites weren’t the only
ones giving their lives in tangible service, it didn’t really hit me until I
saw the different denominations and backgrounds that other attendees came from.
There were Episcopals, Lutherans, Presbyterians, Baptists, Unitarian
Universalists, Catholics, and more. It was at once humbling and strengthening
to realize how vast the network of young adults serving God and others really
was. And of course, it’s always fun and exciting to make connections with other
people: a Jesuit Volunteer also serving in Anchorage, someone who had
volunteered with the same program in the same city as I did one summer during
high school, and another who is good friends with someone on my soccer team
here in Anchorage. The world is indeed small.
-Time to think on my vocation and calling. I was challenged to think on how God is calling me
in my life. We mulled over questions such as “Who am I?” “What gifts do I
bring?” “What do I love that loves me back?” “What is my identity and how can I
articulate it in a full, poetic, nuanced way?” Many of the other attendees had
graduated college and had many questions ahead of them of career, financial
security, and what direction their lives would hold. For me, I feel as if my
next four years of college are fairly defined and some of the uncertainties are
farther away. That being said, I still found the question of God’s call in my
life very pertinent. Where is God calling me? How will my time in college
nourish and prepare me to serve others? How do I take what I love to the
world’s needs?
-Renewed inspiration and energy for the rest of my term
and beyond. The retreat was a time of
replenishment for me. All around me, I saw creative, passionate, interesting
people, excited about what they were doing in their service placements and full
of hope for the future. It has been all too easy this year to – amidst both the
routine and excitement – forget exactly why I am here in Anchorage, Alaska. The
other young adults I met in Seattle re-encouraged me to focus on why I am here;
not for a job, not to hike, not to photograph, but to serve others as Christ
served.
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We had great weather in Seattle for almost all of the weekend. |
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The retreat was at a beautiful church camp so I managed to make some time to explore their trail newtork |
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When I went to the retreat, not much spring green had appeared in Anchorage yet. It was a visual feast, then, to see the lush greenery in Washington. |